Stupid arse-hole.. Ok so I'm not suppose to spoil my image here BUT SHE'S MY SISTER YOU ARE DEALING WITH. What did I do to make you break my sister's heart?

You sat beside me during Senior 3! You were my friend! I admire you for being the goody-good guy in class.. You took me to your church. I know even CHRISTIANS do make mistakes, but you went too far this time.. YOU SPOILED OUR IMAGE!! Now they accuse us CHRISTIANS because of one stupid mistake you made. I AM NOT LIKE YOU! I do make mistakes, but I try my best not to. I want to forgive and forget just like Jesus did but this time, it's hard!

I forgave most of the people that looked down on me, that thought I was useless during my Junior class, I forgave the one who called me a CRAP just because I suck at my studies during my Junior years. But now I'm in LONDON, studying in one of the most prestigious universities that offered one of the best Law courses in the UK. I made it. I think it's because I forgave..

I forgave the girl who called me a FAKER in Junior 3 when she was my junior classmate and MF's senior classmate and you know what, she seemed so nice to me but at the back, she just have to tell people I seem fake. It took me 4 years to get over it.. Now I'm fine but never really wanna talk to her after that because it just reminds me of how she hurt me deeply eventhough she is in Perth now..

Anyway, here comes another asshole, hurting my only sister's heart! Making her cry, waiting for you, and you just don't answer her phone and one week later you tell her you like another girl?? For goodness sake. You broke Yi Ning's heart too, isn't that enough?? I'm sorry I approve my sister being with you and I SUCK for being a sister for letting her fell for you! And I hate myself for not being beside her now, for not letting her cry on my shoulders, for not giving her a hug, for not being there when she needed me MOST.

She was serious and I thought you were. But you were not, you never were.