Better In Time - Leona Lewis

Its been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

how could i turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt my feelings
but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

BOY BANDS BACK TO LIFE!

I can't believe it! BACKSTREET BOYS concert is in O2 ARENA on May 15th in LONDON!!

1. I can't believe BSB are BACK!!!!!! I LOVE THEM to bits and pieces!!!!!!!! *And westlife too!!
2. I can't believe the damn concert is between my exams!!!!!!!!!!!

If I had saved enough money and did not have exams, I would definitely go. Concerts in the O2 Arena is one of the things you must experience in your life and it will be worth it.
Front row seats are 85 pounds!!!!! :D *dance!
Drowning, Shape of my heart, The call, Larger than life etc are my FAVOURITES!!!!! I can even remember their lyrics!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhh........ When they were the hits during my primary school age, I don't even have money to buy their album. Now, I can not even buy their album, I can go to their concerts.
*I was listening to Larger than Life and I was smiling and lip-singing to myself LOL those were the days. It brings back memories :)

Well, I am not only crazy over them too, Westlife is back too!! *SCREAM!

(Their hairstyle really ticks me off but...)

NOT ANYMORE :D *LOVE

OMG THEY ARE DAMN FIT*FAINT, i mean...
I love their SONGS!!
Don't you!!?!?
My love, Uptown girl, When you're looking like that and the newest You raise me up ARE MY FAVVVVVVVVVVVVOURITES!

Another comeback is Take That. I don't assume a lot of people know about them but I want you guys to spot someone familiar in this picture:

Can you see Robin Williams on the left with his noob face?

Yeap, this is the famous boy band during my cousin's age. They were 'THE THING' man... And Robin Williams became famous after the group split up. It is a weird thing because normally bands split up while one of the singers have issues or when the band are 'going down' the billboards.

However, Take That split up while they were ON TOP OF THE PEAK! They split up while they were earning millions! Fans cried and they never knew why they split up. Suddenly in 2007, TAKE THAT made a COMEBACK!
Their fans who were once teenagers have all grown up and now are either mothers or are OLs, therefore, all the fans who missed them like hell could afford to buy their CDS and even go to concerts!!

The band asked Robin Williams to joined the reunion but he was thought they could not make a huge comeback and he rejected them.
After a while, ironically, his bad reputation affected his job, Take That was making a huge success in their comeback and they were always the Top for all the UK billboards!
Robin Williams saw this and asked (begged) them if he could join the band again.
Take That rejected him.
Lol. *Yea la, an eye for an eye.

Their songs like Rule the world, Pray, Patience and Shine are great. They won quite a lot of awards and are quite 'the thing' in London for a while now. Ahhhhhh!!!!!!

What is love ha??

Sometimes I wonder, I really wonder if we are meant to be. Do we really love each other? Did I made the right choice? Did YOU made the right choice? Did God allow us to go on for so long?(*considerably long..) If He did, why did he put us in different parts of the world?

Some of my friends say it won't work out. Some of my friends say it will.

I will always give them a reply: I don't know too. 走一步，算一步。Ok lar, no english saying ok, the best I can come up with is See how it goes lo...

But that does not give the intention that I am not serious about this relationship. I am. I hope it can go on. But sometimes I wonder, no, I know it is too naive. But I am no playgirl. I am not the type who bears to play or fool around with feelings. I can't do it.

Mum says don't go in too deep. You'll never know, there might be a better guy out there for you.

Yea. There are millions of better guys out there. Cute, capable, rich, good looking, fit, smart....

But the question is: Can that BETTER guy share the common intention (shit, I sound so contract law) to prolong and get along well with each other throughout the relationship? Does he understand my personality or culture? Does he know what I want? Do I know what he wants? Can I bear with someone who I hardly know?

Hmmm...

I've seen enough friends or married couples suffer. I do not want to go through that. Everything becomes different after you get married or even before marriage. All the glamour, romance and promises... they fade away. I know nothing is forever in this world but seeing people not only lose those promises and romance, it evolves into quarrels and even divorce and stuffs just breaks my heart. Where is the love you promised to each other when you were courting? So LOVE is just four letters you promised to someone you think is amazing, stunning or fantastic?

No man.

Ok lar, I know Im only 20 ok, but talking about 28 year old stuffs. But hey, I still remember myself swearing in class like a boy when I am 13 ok and failed my maths exams all the time and now i'm a frigging 2X.

Sien lar.....WHAT IS LOVE!?????!!!

Suddenly I remember...

Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,but rejoices with the truth.
Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

Trust me, just use this as your guide. You will truly find out IF you really love that someone or not.

And my answer is YES... He really really loves me :D

Kids grow up so fast

News was just spreading so fast and it's not only on the internet but it's in the news as well.

It was Victoria's birthday today and the Beckhams celebrated it in LA. I love her dress.. But that is not the point...





The point is that: I think parents have a very important role in setting examples for their children. Even if they are just babies, they eye on every gesture you make and every word you speak and they imitate exactly what you do and what you say. It's annoying sometimes but it's cute too!

I can imagining my kids, litte Evas running around saying: Ma de Ma de Ma de.... *WTF?!


So if your dad does this:










A three year old Cruz Beckham will definitely look like this.



Isnt he an angel!?

Muahaha

Rushed home, on my MSN and webcam MF.

Eva:What do you think?
Too short?Nice?


MF:Response: *Silence... Followed by
Walao!!
Not bad la....
A bit too short.....

Eva:Punk style in ba. They say my hair texture very good le, so instead of classic bob they did something more 'edgier'. Eh no play play ok, Toni&Guy very famous London hair stylists wei. Like it o not???

MF:I like it but not you

Eva:Ha? What not me? Not nice is it?

MF:Why one side short one side longer?

Eva:=,= Fashion ba.

MF:Not bad.. still a bit too short

Eva:*screaming YOU DON'T LIKE IT!!!!! Ahhhh, I knew you wouldnt like it! You always don't tell me straightaway!!!!!!*cry WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

MF:No la! I like i like!

Eva:*innocent Really???

MF: Yes I like it I like it

EvA:*victorious YES!!! MUAHAHA







Victorious smile:

Fair enough

Yea, I agree with you.

There is no one you can turn to.

Even if you are stressed out and think that you cant go on anymore.

You just have to bear with it.

It's life. They would say.

Empty. Very empty

Egoistic, self centered and pitiless people surrounds us.

It's their culture to be like that I guess.

What to do?

Hopeless.

I thought I would want to live here.

But doubts are clouding my mind.

Maybe it's not a good idea.

I don't know.

How could you survive alone in this world?

I don't understand.

Is there even an answer to that?

It's ok... It will be better one day.. I promise

In need of another haircut

This WAS my bob:



Until it EVOLVED into an annoying shoulder length hairstyle with almost a middle parting:EWWW!!!!!

Told my mum I am going to get a haircut before I go back.

She insisted that I wait till I go back to Malaysia then I get my haircut.

"You know 25 pounds you can go cut,wash and perm in KCH la!"

Hell NO! She's going to bring me to some cheap aunty shop to cut my hair! I better act fast!

I am not going to risk my friggin hair to undergo another torture. (Well er part of it is my fault, cos I permed my hair twice in a row in one week in McPhee cos I want the perfect curls. TEHEE!)

Anyway, I was thinking of asking the hair stylist here to give me a new look. But I am not the most daring person in the world. SOoo... I am still thinking about it.

MF wants my hair long. But I really need to give it a trim at least. I will try not to trim it too much.



Come on la, I went to chinatown and it costed me 25 pounds, I would rather waste another 5 more pounds to go to Toni&Guy ok~~or is it 35 pounds? shit*

I just hope that I will have the courage to allow the hair stylist to style my hair whatever they want to... EEK *fingers crossed.

If they do this to me, I will sue them for mental distress, emotional disappointment, can't see where I am going plus the haircut price.

BTW: Happy 1 year anniversary to our blog!

I care

Dont feel troubled.

Eventhough you did some mistakes in your exams, but it's ok, just remember to be more cautious next time.

You seemed so stressed and peeved all the time.

It's not like you.

Although I am miles apart from you, but I want you to know that I am the one who you can always turn to because I love you.

It saddens me to see your cheeky smile vanish from your face and filled with stress instead.

I am here, you know. You can always talk to me.

Please don't keep everything to yourself.

Men are human beings too, it's not wrong to show me a soft side of yours.

I just want you to know that I really care.

Just hope that you can be yourself again.

Miss you.

What's in?

High waisted pencil skirts are in now.



Maybe I should get a black one

(This advert is actually about the LV monogram bag but I like the skirt!)




Everyone's wearing it!

THANK GOD!

YES YES YES!! IM GOING BACK ON THE 24th JUNE!!

HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME!

I am so glad my cousin said: It doesnt affect me much really. Conclusion = YES you can go back earlier!

So happy IM using MAS AIRLINES all the way back, NO AIRASIA YES!

24/6/08 1200 - London - KL
25/6/08 0725 - arrive KL

I will stay in KL for 2 days and 1 night. I was wondering should I stay longer cos there are LOADS of places to shop but haiz.. I cant, because of LMF!! What a huge sacrifice I've made LOL

KLSchedule::
25/6/08 - KLIA- BUKIT BINTANG/TIMES SQUARE/KLCC (if time permits,which i doubt) then at night MAMAK FOOD IN CHEE QIONG KAI! can meet up with friends too..

26/6/08 - SUNWAY PYRAMID? shop+meet up with friends? then i have to leave at 4.30pm to
avoid jam to KLIA

same day 2215 - KLIA-KCH

DAY 3 is suppose to be MEGAMALL + KLCC + 1UTAMA but forget it~

But I think that would be enough time for me to shop eh? What do you think.

Someone soothe my anxiety~

I am so troubled. MF's going back to Perth from KCH on the 6/7 (as his school starts the next day). I am going back on the 1/7 reaching kch on the 2/7. It means we can only see each other for 3 days!?

What's the point. Sheeeessh.

I called Malaysia Airlines headquaters in KL and they put me on hold for 10 minutes. Man, anyone would feel peved after loud blaring lame background music has been played to your ear for 10 minutes.

Eventually, I got through. And asked them if I could rescheduled my flight from LDN- KL - KCH to about 25th/26th June.

At first they said NO, then I was like (WTF!?): Really? Can you please check it again for me.

5 minutes of checking flights and silence..........

The lady on the other side said there is a flight on 24th of June from London - KL but no connecting flight from KL - KCH.. Im like SHIT.

But they is another flight on the 20th of June London - KL and KL - Kch. But that would be too early.

It would be great BUT I have the task of babysitting the kid!

I am so annoyed because I know my parents won't allow and that because they would just say: Why you come back so early? Don Need lar! (It's not that because they do not want me home early, it's because they know I have a task of babysitting that kid)

Argh. And MF is going back to KCH just to see me!

Darn!!!!! May God allow me to go through my parent's and cousin's stage in letting me go home earlier~~

*Worried, peeved, anxious*

Exams coming!!!!! Arghhhh...

Winter Wonderland

It was soooooo warm on Friday. It was 17c man! I can wear my topshop denim shorts with leggings, with my t shirt and a light coat out. And the weather was just beautiful. The sky was blue, the sun was shining, reminds me of home but so much cooler. All my ang moh friends were wearing the same lol. Some even without leggings and just a pair of shorts with tshirt without any coats.


But at 8 am today, my cousin woke me up. I was like OMGosh FIRE?!?? AHH I DON'T WANNA DIE, I HAVE NOT SAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY THAT TED BAKER BAG YET!!!!




No (you idiot). Look outside!Ok, my backyard is suppose to look like this:








But IT FRIGGIN BECAME LIKE THIS:




and this:





This was how thick the snow was~



Wohoo! WINTER WONDERLAND~~ We went down, had breakfast and build snow balls and had a snow fight!!!!!!




















It's weird because on Friday you were wearing shorts, then on Sunday you are playing snow fights and making odd looking snow angels and maybe tomorrow there will be a typhoon!!! Wicked!





Then I would need to import sampan from Msia..

Grow up

I was amused. There is this ambitious girl who has not the best reputation in the world and she wants to run for president AND vice president for a society. (although if you run for both, you only are allowed to gain one post)

She is pretty. Lovely smile and bimbotic.

But I have learnt from her what NOT to say during an election especially if you want to run for both PRESIDENT and VICE PRESIDENT:

Q: Why do you run for two posts?
A: '......Just to be safe..'
Comment: Huh? Can you even say that in an election?

Q: What outstanding events will you organize if you are elected as president?
A: '....Trips to France, Europe and even skiing trips!!'

Q: Yea, But we have insufficient funds in our account as there are only 1200 pounds available, how would you rake funds to sponsor those members who cannot afford it?
A: '....In Malaysia, I raised funds by going door to door for donations and all....'
Comment: *1. In Malaysia, you do that for SALVATION ARMY or for the BLIND.
2. So you mean we look disabled is it!? Shit you!

Q: But this is not Malaysia, this is the UK, do you have any connections that would help our society raise funds?
A: '..... Er, I do not have connections but I can slowly build my way up?'
Comment: DO you think this is like Malaysia where suck ups come in handy or connections to "Bek Mo" can be usable? Tell me what connections you have? Your boyfriend? Yea he's useful, because he's just a gym instructor. LOL.

Q: Give us a reason why we should choose you as president rather than the other candidates?
A: '..... Because I really want to be PRESIDENT!'
Comment: Faint

Conclusion:
She lost BOTH president and vp's post.

Reason:
Your pretty face and popularity is ain't enough in getting you a president or vp's post.

Have you ever thought of trying cosmetic surgery on your boobs? Maybe next time it can help you to be our non-existence IT officer? LOL

YES! I am gaining weight!

You know what, I was browsing some of people's blogs and friendster(as in high school's friends), and I calculated this statistic:

Girls: (let's say I have only 10 friends.....)

2 out of 10 looks exactly the same (They just cannot be bothered)
2 out of 10 is trying to improve their looks (We all are, but these are the hmmm quite obvious ones)
2 out of 10 is either slimming down or/and looking better/good.
4 out of 10 is gaining weight (and this is NOT in a good way because they are not skinny like me who is trying throughout her 20 years damn life to put on weight, instead they are the ones who used to be the good looking ones *but not anymore) (OBVIOUSLY, in other words, they are not only fat but growing ugly)

OMGosh, Is it me or are some people getting fatter? Well, I am, I mean gaining weight (Reminder from Weiqi: Do not say you are getting fat because people will look at you as if you are insane and wanna kill you because you have NO FAT!), I'm officially 48 (used to be 44) MUAHAHAHA!!!!! Eva is moving on to 49 then 50!!!!!!!! *Ooo yea ooo yea

It really really ticks me off when people say I'm aneroxia. I feel like taking a chair and slam it into their face while saying SHUT UPPPP! I do not know why but it really offends me!
I gluttonise like a pig but I'm like that. Happy!?

(Ate 3 pieces of toast with juice this morning but was still hungry so ate a bowl of rice, 8 dumplings, a huge bowl of soup and greek yogurt and honey for dessert :D *proud)

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