My child,
You may not know me, but I know everything about you (Psalm 139:1). I know when you sit down and when you rise up (Psalm 139:2). I am familiar with your ways (Psalm 139:3). Even the very hairs on your head are numbered (Matt 10:29-31) for you were made in my image (Genesis 1:27). In me you live and move and have your being (Acts 17:28) for you are my offspring (Acts 17:28).
I knew you even before you were conceived (Jeremiah 1:4-5). I chose you even before I planned creation (Ephesians 1:11-12). You were not a mistake; all your days are written in my book (Psalm 139:15-16). I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live (Acts 17:26). You were fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). I knit you together in you mother’s womb (Psalm 139:13) and brought you forth on the day you were born (Psalm 71:6).
I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me (John 8:41-44). I am not distant and angry, but I am the complete expression of love (1 John 4:16), and it is my desire to lavish my love on you (1 John 3:1). I offer you more than your earthly father ever could (Matthew 7:11) for I am the perfect father (Matthew 5:48). Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand (James 1:17) for I am your provider, and I meet all your needs (Matthew 6:31-33)
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. (Jeremiah 29:11) Because I love you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3), my thoughts toward you are as countless as the sand on the seashore (Psalm 139:17-18) and I rejoice over you with singing (Zephaniah 3:17). I will never stop doing good to you (Jeremiah 32:40) for you are my treasured possession (Exodus 19:5). I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul (Jeremiah 32:41).
I want to show you great and marvelous things (Jeremiah 33:3). If you seek me with all you heart, you will find me (Deuteronomy 4:29). Delight in me, and I will give you the desires of you heart (Psalm 37:4) for it is I who gave you those desires (Philippians 2:13).
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine (Ephesians 3:20) for I am your greatest encourager (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17). I am also the father who comforts you in all your troubles (2 Corinthians 1:3-4). When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you (Psalm 34:18). As a Shepard carries a lamb, I have carried you close you my heart (Isaiah 40:11).
One day, I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21:3-4), and I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth (Revelation 21:3-4). I am your father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 17:26). He is the exact representation of my being (Hebrews 1:3). He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you (Romans 8:31) and to tell you that I am not counting your sins (2 Corinthians 5:18-19).
Jesus died so that you could be reconciled (2 Corinthians 5:18-19). His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you (1 John 4:10). I gave up everything I loved so that I might gain your love (Romans 8:31-32). If you receive the gift of my son, Jesus, you receive me (1 John 2:23), and nothing will ever separate you from my love again (Romans 8:38-39).
Come home, and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen (Luke 15:7). I have always been your father and will always be your father (Ephesians 3:14-15).
My question is, will you be my child (John 1:1-13)?
I am waiting for you (Luke 15:11-32).
Love,Your Dad, Almighty God
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Letter from Him
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Wohoo!
Well, I thought this would be another rather dull, unmeaningful and boring week.
Friday evening, I received a text:
Trix here! Im coming to london next wed! xxxxxx.... Do you have a place for me to stay?
It was Beatrix, she is coming from Moscow but she is not Russian lar, Malaysian studying Medicine in Moscow lol.. She (and her friends) will be in London for one week. But they are travelling, so will be in Paris one week later.
AND
Of course lar.... any friend will be welcome to stay but I sound like I own this house. I have to ask permission from my cousin + her husband of course and she agreed wheeee..
And we are going to Cambridge on the weekend to visit another long lost friend. No la.. Just Grace. The three musketeers once again united lol. We can do more lame stuffs just like the old days.
Hmmm.. Come to think of it. Three of us have known each other for more than 10 years. Amazing. From church, to going to clubs (as in clubs that has swimming pools, golf course and gyms in it) on a Sunday afternoon to organizing events in our MYF and to different camps and found out I was a camp JINX. I bring bad luck to all the camps I go.. Wow, we've really seen each other growing up. And it's been such fun.
Despite all the differences, we tend to share this bond which we will always remain as best/good friends. I admit we are not the bestest friends in the world. But whenever we see each other again. It feels like we're just the closest thing ever..
Can't wait to see you guys. Looking forward to all the fun and moments again.
Trying so ever hard to pose like Ahlians but to no success..
As time pass, my youth slips away queitly without any awareness.
'Happiness' becomes just another meaningless word in the dictionary of life.
Robotic and machinelike routines has substitute the purpose of life.
Conquered by tears as it becomes the only way of how problems are solved.
Infelicitous and dysphoric thoughts tend to haunt me all the time.
Even during the only time of peace and sanity, dreams are filled with bloodshed and death.
I have become the slave and prey of solitariness.
Just like a starved lion eyeing on its prey and preparing to leap.
I am just like a child, crying over spilt milk, knowing it is too late yet trying so hard to wipe of the mistakes I have done.
I stand amongst the most crowded place in the whole universe yet I crave for the slightest attention, for a warm, tender embrace of even a stranger.
No one.
No one will understand.
No one except You.
But where are You when I am greiving and sorrowing?
I feel..
You have abandoned me.
Just like a mother abandoning her helpless child.
Just like a wanderer in the desert desperately seeking for directions.
Why have You positioned me in this situation?
Why did You forsake me when You brought me here?
I need You.
Please...
Hear my prayer.
I languish for You.
Please do not desolate me as I fear the world.
I yearn for You.
Please do not throw me into the darkness of solitariness.
I implore You.
Answer me.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Kung Fu Punk er Dunk
You know what. I thought it was a joke. I was thinking why in the solar system of all things does Jay has to come out with this FREAKING LAME NAME for a movie.
Kung fu Dunk
Kung fu Punk
Kung fu Monk
Kung fu Junk
CAME on 2008?? Wow, wonderful usage of English here..
Whatever lar. It is just lame. And I thought Kenny Sia was editing it with his fascnating skills of photoshop.
But wait........ I wikipedia it and it was REAL.
And some losers even post this in youtube, spoiling all the fun:
Seriously. What lamer name can you name it. Anyway, my point is:
Jay is coming to KL dudes! Wake up! To promote his new movie but hey, I won't be there. Sucks. Hehe, heard he is fit man! There would be lots of programmes going on, basketball challenges, performance and more promoting.. Wow, 1Utama is going to sink.
All in all,
I hate you Kenny Sia!!!!! Apart from the fact that you are from Kuching and you studied in Chung Hua Middle School No.1 for 3 years and you are the most popular blogger in Msia, you are going to meet my HIM?? JAY??!!
read that....
envy, admiration and jealousy arises
Man, he is going to meet him face to face, VIP-ly.. One of my dreams, yet again, shattered by YOU!
Hey, please do not go to the backstage like that ok? Please think of our country!
p/s: Ling Moh Feng, please send me a p*rated version of this movie IMMEDIATELY ONCE it is released. I do not want to end up watching it one month later on youtube like what I did with Secret =.=!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
fakers
One of the things I have to fulfil in my list before I die is to buy a LV bag. But you know what. I just really can't be bothered about it anymore.... Reason:
THANKS TO CHINA, EVERYONE GETS CHEAP BRANDED BAGS....
And in Vietnam too!
But hang on..... There are not only good at imitating branded bags..... they are also good in almost everything, from cellphones,
To shampoos...
To Hi-fi systems
And the puma in the Puma sign learnt how to smoke and he loves it..
And now, Behold.. The Koreans has an imitator called Corean... Wow, I am so amazed London has lousy Spellers too... And I thought Malaysians can't spell well.. I was wrong..... I was so so wrong...
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
My diva cousin
Time to blog about my diva cousin in Johor. Debbie probably knew about him too...
Anderson Lun!
He does all sorts of commercials, from shoes,
to gym equipment,
and alsoooooooo FLASHING..??!!
HAHAHA just kidding....
Well, since he is so talented, I decided to film a clip of this little diva myself.
Director：Eva Wong
Main character: Anderson
Keh-le-feh: Director and Anderson's mum
Scene 1:
Tickles Anderson and laughs like a girl. He then tries to be a flasher and flashes his tits to his mum. But sadly, his mum ignores him.
Scene 2:Goes over to the lamp and
Anderson: 摇摇摇摇~
Keh-leh-feh:No,不可以。
Director：Ah AH!
Keh-leh-feh: 不可以，piang pong ah!! (in foochow means 破掉啊！）
Anderson then points to lamp and claims if the lamp breaks then....
Anderson: 暗暗暗暗。
Scene 3:
Fasicnated by director's filming device, he tries to see himself in it
Anderson:姐姐姐姐。。
*Film disrupted due to a cute little toddler trying to see himself in the film but turned out to be the table + tv.
Director: Mo~ (in foochow means NO) *you cant see yourself in there when you are moving the camera away kid~
Anderson: Mooo..
Does it twice and got fed up.
Scene 4:
Anderson: 坐坐pat pat (in foochow it means sit)
Shows director the remote controls... And pushes it to the edge of the table
Keh-le-feh: 掉下去piang哦！
Scene 5：
Feeling intimidated, Anderson puts the remote control back to where it was.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!
i know you don't even know i have a blog but yea..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Yipee!
I thought I could keep this a secret but people kept tempting me to expose it! Fine, since I told some of my friends, I might as well tell the whole world as no secret is a secret when it is shared among more than 2 people.
Last few weeks after Christmas, I called my mum. Well, as usual, I told her life here is good; Uni is good; I can cope with my studies now; People are weird but I am starting to love London. And yes MoM, I still have money. Don't worry, I am such a good girl, I would not waste money on useless stuffs... *Although I did overspent on some shopping and is still doing it!
And suddenly she said:
"Peony jie jie (cousin) is coming back next year (which is 2008) right? You can come back with her. If you want to."
What do you mean IF YOU WANT TO?????
OF COURSE I WANT TO!!!!
Well, DUH.. Havent you read my blog MUM?? I was terribly homesick, I miss the food, I miss you and Dad, I miss Mich and Dan, I miss kancil, I miss my friends *although they wont be there if I go back, I miss bloody kampung KUCHING!! For crying out loud, Mum, What do you mean IF YOU WANT TO???
I would go back every weekend if Air Asia has London- Kch for Rm9.99 or even Rm 99.99
I'll go to Marks & Spencer for a part time job for 5 pounds an hour and work for 3 hours then I'll get 15 pounds x7 = rm105!
Sheesh..
So Mummy booked my ticket back to Kch onthe 1/7. NOTE THIS PEOPLE!! 1/7/2008 is a holy day for me *not for the fact that Christopher Kueh is 20 but it's the fact that IM COMING HOME!
Now take out a pencil and write down:
And I will be in Kch for two whole wonderful *and boring months of great sunshine. Remind me to get a tan. I will be going back to London on the 8th of September, 2008
Well, I have list down the things I wanna buy (No more cheap clothes, I am now converted to someone who respects quality instead of quantity but I hope I will not be tempted by all the CHEAP CLOTHES in Times Square and KLCC, make up, shoes, facial products, a box of laksa packet sauce, fake china DVDs to sell, etc) and the things I am going to eat back home (laksa, kampua, kompia, kolo mee, laksa, tek tang, lobsters, laksa etc) and the things I need to do.. (a super expensive hair makeover, facials, manicure and pedicure) Hiek hiek hiek.. I am so going to pamper myself.
I have already planned to go to KL and Singapore to meet up with some friends.
But ... gong aneh je (blabbing so much)
No money lar..
Time to find a part time job in London.. *sniff sniff..
But you know what? just by thinking of earning pounds instead of Ringgit, makes myself grin from ear to ear.
p/s: Highly recommended: Apologize by Timberland feat One Republic.. Mv is so artistic. I like.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Boring weekend
Wood green shopping city
We went for lunch in some restaurant with a ridiculous name. I wonder if they are even opened by those Ang Mos who do not know a single word about chinese. It is called:
This restaurant is also famous for 'The Mother Of All Riduculous Restaurant Names'
The bookshops here have a huge range of magazines:
This is only one of my favourite corners
Posh is one of the fashion gods in London
Whatever she wear is always fashionable ==
Yea, bob is still in in London
Then we took DA KID for his happy hour...
You can see how enthusiastic he is when he sees toys
His passion for toys is just immense
OMG Im for sale too
Sometimes i wonder which idiot would pay real money for fake ones
This is actually kinda terrifying
Mr Potato has become a follower of China's well-known imitation skills
Stretch Homer's where? haha
Saturday, January 5, 2008
lunch.primark.mcdonalds.chinatown
2. Nope, it's not his boxers..
Next, we head of to chinatown.. I really cannot stand the chinese way of business ok! Eventhough I am chinese but I cannot take it anymore!! Buy 3 get 1 free is too much already. Now you get this!!??
You cha kueh also 1 pound!! GTH lar..
