My passion for music

其实，你们看，这些歌都是我教小雨的。。现在是我大展身手的时候了娃哈哈哈！！！可是还是输周杰伦啦。。他真的很棒！！很开心啊弹他的歌！！！

谋锋，别等到我回去，现在就弹给你听。。。

立可白-小雨生病时。。

我最爱的歌。。

很好听吧？？

小雨：你好像很喜欢一只手弹琴哦

湘伦：因为这样。。。另一只手才可以牵你啊。

啊！！！！！！！！！！好浪漫！！！！！！！！！！！！！我要我要！！哈哈花痴！！

Clubbing

Last night was a big bang for me. Because for the first time, we went clubbing! With some of my hong kong, singaporean and malaysian friends, we set out to a club called SOUND. It was halloween eve so there was a party and 90% were asians from hong kong and china. It was super packed. Some costumes were cool, the ladies had costumes from blood dripping all over their bodies and faces, witches, pirates to chicks dressing up as sexy maids and their costumes are super hot. While some guys dressed up like vampires, Frankenstien and had blood all over their faces and lips and eyes.. Eww..

We set out to the club from Uni at 9.30pm and one of the guys, with his brilliant idea, wanted us to take the bus, because using the tube will take us 20 minutes to get there and it would cost 1.50 pounds while by bus travel, we can sneak into the bus without paying and even if you have to pay, it would be like 0.90 pence.. SO! they took the bus. And it took us 1 hour and more to reach there!! Shit him!!

We were super bored in the bus so we did stupid things, the guys did bring some costumes and halloween stuffs along..haha

When we reach there, wow, was the line long or what, actually the crowd was mainly waiting for fake IDs so they could smuggle in (the line was not that long), two of our friends had no IDs too and had to wait for the fake ID to smuggle inside. While we were waiting....

This is Wei Qi learning to be a vampire-ss, she's from singapore. And that guy is from Sabah and he's a kadazan. I was like WHAT??? He looks like pure chinese man! And he's 17!! Is he smart or what?

Mr. and Mrs. Vampi-ore

Mrs. Vampire digging on me..

and we waited and waited and waited until 11 something and finally we got in. We finally got in and it costs us 10 pounds for the ticket. Everyone was grimacing when they were paying haha. We saw so many pretty girls in there.. And hot too.. They really know how to dress up haha. We danced and it was packed but we had a great time, another good way to release stress and pressure. We then had some cocktail *which is also expensive and danced again. But the music really sucked in the end because I think the DJ thought that everyone was drunk so he put really slow music. So we left the club at bout 2.30am. Took some pics outside the club..

Wei Qi, another EVA (Lai, who crazily loves Jay Chou too, and has met him 3 times!! I was like: I HATE YOU!! But is he hot?? haha, she said HE IS DAMN HOT with the fit body, even better looking than in the tv and movies, MAN!! I WANT YOU JAY CHOU!!!!!!! And she was kek-ing me that she asked her mother to book the newest album of jay's and send it to her by post, I HATE YOU EVA!! weird la calling my own name..), Vincent and EVA...

See the blood on Van Ho's hands? Stupid la him..

We then went to burger king and Wei Qi grabbed something to eat. Everyone was tired and wanted to go home but one of our friend's cousin, who is the friend of the organiser vommitted and we had to wait for him to recover and by the time he recovered it was like almost 4am.

We took the bus home because that was the only transportation left at the time. Man, it took us ages to reach Queen Mary because there were so many crazy and drunk people getting on the bus that the bus attendant kept stopping and scolding them because they were fooling around. One nearly puked on the bus but luckily he went out of the bus and puked on the floor. Shit! It's gross! Crazy people. Luckily we have guys around to be our bodyguards.

When we FINALLY reach QM, it was like 5am?? What the.. By the time I slept at Joanne's place it was 6am.. wohoo.. Time to go to school in 一中lo....

Forgive and Forget

I was crying and eating my dinner at the same time just now, my aunt left for Malaysia tonight. And she has been here for almost 4 months. Cooking, washing, cleaning for us while we are so busy with our lives. She took care of my never-stop-hyper-ing-nephew and took him to school and bring him back home from school. From tomorrow, I will be the one who has to wake up at 6:50 am and make him brush his teeth, change his clothes and take the bus and bring him to school. It's not that I have to do it that makes me sad. It's that my aunt is the best thing here that has helped me a lot. Eventhough she is not the richest and well-educated women in the world, I know she has been through so much that her experience and wisdom are her treasures. No one can beat that.

I do not know if it is appropriate to say this but it is also NO shame to say that she is a widow. She was married at the age of 18, because of the elections during her time were so dangerous that her husband got shot in the head MISTAKEN BY SOMEONE ELSE WITH MY ELDEST UNCLE at the age of 20. She was pregnant with her second child. Can you believe it? What if you were in her shoes?

Tears filled her and my eyes when she told me the DA (Some highest authority guy) went to her house and told her the news. She immediately broke down and cried and cried and she asked my grandma to show her his picture. She just said: 'I want to look at my husband's photo now, I need to look at his photo!' Do you know how heartbreaking it is? Do you know how depressing it is to lose your love one? And you were only married for less than 2 years?? She was pregnant with her second child which is my cousin's younger brother then. My cousin's younger brother didn’t even had the chance to see what his father looked like. She took 7 years to overcome this tragedy and pain.

She is almost 60 now, she never remarry which my cousin said it was one of the greatest thing she had ever done. I am so glad that she has one of the kind-hearted daughter in the world, which is my cousin, supporting me in my studies, and having a wonderful family together with her grandson, which is named after her late husband: Christopher.

Once I remembered telling Christopher how special he is because only he has the name Christopher. He said: "Yea, I am special but mummy (my cousin) daddy's name is also Christopher. He is in heaven now." Tears filled my eyes once again. It is the sweetest thing I had ever heard in my life from a 5 year old.

My aunt has taught me so many things about life, how you should treasure it and what to do and what not to do. People in this world tend to forget about the true meaning of living. That is to love and be kind to one another. Even though it is hard. There is always room for love. Do not forget. It is the care and kindness that we give that keep humans going on. So try to tolerate and learn to forgive and forget. It is how peace is maintain throughout the race of the human beings.

It is how my aunty learnt to forgive the ones that killed her beloved husband.

Life in London

First of all, I just want to say I will start to be a more hardworking girl, *not in studies but in uploading this pathetic blog! Because I thought that it was suppose to belong to BOTH OF US, but SOMEONE does not seem too keen on uploading posts either. Well not to blame that particular SOMEONE, I was a bit lazy too tehee.. *Debbie I need that tehee emoticon-pronto!

These weeks in Uni has been tiring, new, exciting *not really, lonely and kind of fun for me. It's been tiring because I had handed in two assignments already. The first assignment was just like an exercise to see how your standard in understanding law is.. Well, there are four grades: Very good, Good, Satisfactory and Unsatisfactory. There were four questions and this was in our first 3 weeks of the course. Everyone was like: WHAT THE HELL ARE THESE QUESTIONS TALKING ABOUT??? And I thought I would really suck in it and get the worst grades of all but when I got my paper back, I got GOOD in Q2 and Q4 and SATISFACTORY in Q1 and Q3. And my overall was GOOD!! I was like WHAT?? IS THIS MINE? No way.. *Because I sort of copy and paste every single word in Q4 which is plagiarising. Haha.. But thank God anyway. But of course a lot of senior students in my group- Canadians got very good… So nothing to be proud of.

What's new?? Well, I met new friends, Soraya, from my course. She's a really sweet girl.

She's Indonesian but studied in Malaysia for like 5 years so she is considered a Malaysian haha and we went to LSE's (London School of Economics, which is a 5*A uni for law, but ours too la, ours only 5*B ma) library to finish our second *shitty assignment. The library ROCKS comparing it to ours, just look at the pictures.. Hai.. Ours is like 一中, reliable but OLD. Theirs is like super new and has LIFTS!!! And their law books are so 齐全. *You can see my english has not improve much ho? And she introduce me to her god-brother, 卢孔秋. GUESS WHO DOES HE LOOK LIKE!!!

HE LOOKS LIKE LEE JIN JIANG!

MAN, even Soraya said so.. When I let her see JJ's stupid picture.. Gosh, she say maybe it's his twin brother, but I said Khoon Qiu is 20 years old. Then maybe it's his long lost younger brother?? JJ, go ask your parents. And that guy, is super smart. 3As in A levels and he hardly studies.. Hai…


Then he, being the tour guide.. took us around London and we had korean food for dinner, he really knows where his food are and how to get it haha..

When I came out of the tube station and reached somewhere near the Thames river, then I saw it, I just screamed: AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! It's london eye!!!!! AND BIG BEN!!!!!! I'm in LONDON!!!!!!!

For the first freaking moment, I FELT LIKE I'M ACTUALLY IN LONDON!

It was GORGEOUS!!!! Omg, I was saying omgosh the whole time.. It is really like the pictures itself, even better!!

-So both of them were like -_-!!! Eva, how long have you been here?
=Er…. 2-3 months?
-THEN WHY ARE YOU SO EXCITED??
=BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST TIME LOOKING AT THE LONDON EYE AND THE O SO FAMOUS BIG BEN!!!!!!!
So they understood me being like a tourist. Man, I should really adventure more places la..

It was so fun. It was the first time I was actually out in LONDON. And speaking lahs and mahs.. Felt like home.. But it was cold..

Then we went home and guess what.. I felt sick the next day. Good going, Eva!

And I had an assignment to hand in but I did it last minute. In one night, can anyone believe that?? I feel so proud *but wait till the results come out ah~ teng teng

I had my fun and tiring week and of course I still miss home..and you babe…

Hey guys this is his new mv..Thanks to Wilfred and his friend haha..

It's the cutest thing Jay had ever done! Jay's such a good boy..read the lyrics..

曲：周杰伦 词：黄俊郎

呜啦啦啦火车笛 随著奔腾的马蹄 小妹妹吹著口琴 夕阳下美了剪影

我用子弹写日记 介绍完了风景 接下来换介绍我自己

我虽然是个牛仔 在酒吧只点牛奶 為什麼不喝啤酒

因為啤酒伤身体很多人不长眼睛 嚣张都KAO武器 赤手空拳就缩成蚂蚁

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了

你们一起上 我在赶时间 每天决斗观眾都累了 英雄也累了

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 副歌不长你们有几个

一起上好了正义呼唤我 美女需要我 牛仔很忙的

我啦啦啦骑毛驴 因為马跨不上去 洗澡都洗泡泡浴 因為可以玩玩具

我有颗善良的心 都只穿假牛皮 喔跌倒时尽量不压草皮

枪口它没长眼睛 我曾经答应上帝 除非是万不得已 我尽量射橡皮筋

老闆先来杯奶昔 要逃命前请你 顺便餵餵我那隻小毛驴

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了

你们一起上 我在赶时间 每天决斗观眾都累了 英雄也累了

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 副歌不长你们有几个

一起上好了正义呼唤我 美女需要我 牛仔很忙的

猜猜看，这是什么地方。。很简单啦，是英国皇家自己开设的，开放给全世界最有名，有地位，有权威，有钱的贵族，明星，有名气的有钱人逛的地方。。猜不到？那你的常识也太低了吧？

里面的东西，差不多啦，果然符合我的水准，Burberry， Louis Vuitton，Prada，Chanel，Gucci，要什么最贵的品牌，就有什么。可是呢，我总觉得它们卖的价钱也太便宜了吧？？

一件Burberry的外套只不过三四百英镑，一件普通的T shirt，才两百英镑？

哈哈你当我是在街上讨价还价的阿婶吗？开玩笑，这么Cheap的东西，我哪里买得下！

一条金链要几千英镑？天啊，也太看低我们贵妇了吧？

真的不能了解这些平名百姓是怎样过活的，一盒巧克力才十多英镑，他们的情人节是怎么过的？难道每个人的情人节都过得这么没有意义吗？

什么？？？一条面包才几英镑，天啊，他们的早餐就依靠这些廉价的食物，耐得住吗？

里面的包包，我家的都比你多；里面卖的最高品质食物，我都把它喂给我家贵宾狗-LV了，我家的LV最爱吃法国鹅肝还有位于以色列附近的地中海底的鲍鱼配一斤要＄2，400的鱼子酱，不可以是大西洋的哦，一定要地中海，不然它不吃。它颈项戴着的狗链是我在法国要求其中一个Louis Vuitton自己的设计师Marc Jacobs来帮忙我的狗狗LV所设计的，整条链是由二十四卡拉南美高等砖石造成的。

所以呢，我真的无法想像谁既然能在一个这么廉价的场所购物。对我来说真的是一个讽刺~

她不再是个小女生。她长大了，已经变个女人了。心灵上，经历上，想法上。。

她发觉自己真的不可以再总是认为世界还是那么的简单。。
她发觉自己已经成为女人,因为思想也成熟了。。
她发觉自己已经被别人看待成成人了。。
她发觉自己已经开始退出少年那时光而慢慢浸入将成为大人的过程。。

她会很努力地去开始适应，开始改变，并愿意接受及面对任何挑战，她不埋怨，她会努力。。

可是，心里某个角落，她还是很想念她那少年时最美好的时光。她一直寻找，以代替她那快乐天真的时光，可是永远都找不到任何东西来代替她那少年时光。

常常，她会偷偷的躲起来哭，因为她知道一切将成为回忆，她知道永远都无法再经历那么一次的美好回忆。

一向怕寂寞的她将成为她的朋友；一向怕面对现实的她现在就得面对着残酷无情的世界；讨厌离开身边最爱的人的她，现在已经离她爱的人好远好远，不懂何时会再见。

表面坚强的她，也曾经想放弃一切；最讨厌认输的她，也曾经脆弱过；最爱面子的她，也承认自己的能力不足。

可是无论世界末日或天塌地蹦，她会撑住，她一定要成功，她会忍住泪，往前，再次面对全世界，然后微笑。。

因为她不再是个小女生了.